Verse 1.
It spoke to me when I was troubled tryna flip that coin
Provide a story for some others that’ll reach this point
Could never shield me from that sudden drop of self acceptance
Blessed enough to find the answer, after breaking all dependance
Independent mending, didn’t mention this until now
Its blank that I had to face and finally fill now
Feel fine, learnt hard, sunk deep but I’m slowly finding that closure
No picture perfect exposure
See with these scars I wave goodbye, I’m alive God let it slide
So I’m revived and need to share it, embrace that fucken error
Remember why it’s happened, how far I ended up
To fend away the world without a being I can trust
Nothing I’ll forget, and that’s that real scary part
Depart the dark that left a gap within my heart

Hook
I don’t feel the same anymore
And I could never settle the score
I’m tryna find my way
The only way out is through
Set aside all my wrongs, Gotta wave goodbye cause Im' on

Verse 2.
Some say that love is foundation, no lesson to learn in formation
To realise yourself it ain’t infinite we getting caught up in it’s evil influence
The bliss was momentarily, a way to mask all the doubts embracing me
And for the nights of abuse on impulse, I never was afraid to admit that revolt
Recap, plenty of regrets.. yeah I reopened the wound
“ But it made you then it played it you, didn’t really last so the past don’t phase you “
I’m talking to no one about it.. till it showed me desperation
Booked on a one way ticket to hell, I snapped out but it’s hard to tell
Am I allowed to cry ? or pretend to be the man Bro
No care for the next day, next pay - the next chase might land on the next stage
So I need to check on my mental state
I felt under pressure, I fell in depression
Ignoring the signs feeding the cycle a downward direction
But fuck that yeah I had to wake, instead of fate I decided that I could not wait
I took charge of my life for me first of all, so I can smile when the Angels Call


Bridge

Don’t need to phase it out forget these ups and downs
Knowing I have to maintain its a pain that I had to face
I’ve understood on my own, I’m tryna make it back home
Cant define what I am, I try provide when I can
Don’t need to phase it out forget these ups and downs
Uphold the confidence to be more than a slave to doubt
I’ve understood on my own, I’m tryna make it back home